U.S History is awesome. It is all starting out well, and I am learning so much; the same way with Government. I am officially getting a new British Literature book, so this week is something I’d like to call “Limbo”. I am basically spending the week reading Jane Eyre and working on talking about that, since it was written by a British Novelist, and throughout the entire novel, talk about it with my mom, because she is reading the Spark Notes. It seems like a really good book, so far. I worked on some math, and got really good at Payroll Deductions. It’s really interesting. Then, life started to throw curve balls and change-ups at me (It’s the playoffs, and I love baseball, please bear with the baseball metaphors). I got my college essay for William Jewell, back from the “College Admission Assistance” people and I edited it up and sent it over to William Jewell. As I was doing this, I realized that after I send them my transcripts (hopefully tomorrow), I will know if I am accepted there or not, IN THREE WEEKS. Everything is changing. Life is changing, I’m growing up, and by Thanksgiving I will know where I’m accepted too. And by Christmas/the New Year, I will probably know where I’m GOING, that is terrifying to me. Everything is about to change, and I don’t know that I am ready for it. I’m so scared. But, I know it will all work out in the end…. I have been dreaming my entire life about going to college, and doing what I love. I can’t give up on that now! Especially, if I’m only giving up because I’m afraid; I suppose that it all will work out, and I will just have to get over my fear, because things aren’t going to be any better if I’m terrified. I suppose I should just look at all the things that are going to stay the same: I’m still going to have amazing friends (and boyfriend) in my life. My sister is always going to be here for me. My parents are always going to be my parents. I’m always going to have a strong backing, and I will always have a ton of people in my life that love me. It will all turn out the way it’s supposed to, I just need to have faith.
Krissy.
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